About Me
When I was growing up, we had a drawer filled with pictures. Every so often, I found myself pouring through them, reliving those memories yet again. It seemed like that little drawer held my life. It was full of the people I loved; friends and family frozen in time. One of my favorites was of my Uncle Paul, who has since passed. It was a bit of an extreme close up of his tongue with his laughing face behind it. A grown up giving the raspberries to the camera...what kid wouldn't love that?!
When I think back to where my love of photography started, I would have to say that little drawer was it. In those days, it was just the love of the photos themselves. As I got older, I began to appreciate "quality" photos. All I had ever taken were simple snapshots that captured a moment in time. Someone told me that if I wanted to take better photos, I needed a 35mm camera. Not realizing they were talking about an SLR, I went out and bought a camera that took 35mm film. I still couldn't get the pictures I had imagined.
Eventually, someone pointed me in the right direction, and I bought my first Nikon. FINALLY...I was making progress! I filled album after album with my friends and family...a little scenery here & there. I joined a camera club and awed at the stunning scenic photos the others were creating. Then I began to see a difference. I began to see a pattern in my own photos. It was a small group, so we would not only bring our "topic of the month" photos, but other favorites as well. My favorites...were always of people.
A few years later, I decided to take my daughter to Glamour Shots. I figured it would be fun. She was seven, missing a few teeth, and I thought it would be cute to capture that stage in her life with some "real portraits". Little did I know that would be a turning point for me. We had the best time. I had my own photos done, and we did some mother/daughter shots too. I enjoyed being on the other side of the camera for a change. During our shoot, I chatted with the photographer about her schooling, and for the first time it donned on me that I could make a living doing what I loved...
Soon after, I applied for a temporary job as a photographer. With no "professional" experience, I went to an interview armed with some of my favorite photos. I was shocked at the emotional reaction the lady had to my work. She just about hired me on the spot.
Needless to say, I loved the job. I was sad when it was over, but I had built a portfolio that I used to get another job at a chain studio. The pay was less, but now I was looking more at what I could learn than what I could earn. It didn't take long to realize that I wanted to do this on my own, so I began a course through the New York Institute of Photography.
During my stay with that company, I was asked by a friend to be his wedding photographer. I was nervous, but I said ok. I had lots of experience with posing and groups. Again...little did I know another world of opportunity had just opened up. I began shooting weddings for friends, family, and eventually as a subcontractor for a wedding photography studio.
Through the years, I had held other jobs to pay the bills. In the spring of 2009, I had had it with my "regular job". All winter long I had been saying to myself and coworkers, "there's got to be a better way". Of course they would laugh and tell me to let them know if I figured one out. But I was serious. It was time for real change. I was no longer willing to spend the days doing something that did nothing more for me than pay the bills.
The time was right. It occurred to me that if I didn't do it now, I never would.
So, here I sit.
A photographer.
Following my dreams....